Thursday, 27 December 2012

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 Hi semua. Dukacita dimaklumkan that I've learnt a very important lesson as of late. As far back as I can remember I've been the middle-man, orang tengah between that lonely dude, and my gang whom he wants desperately to be a part of. But now, it seems like I'm that lonely dude who nobody looks at. Sure, there are the few people who really do stick by me (thanks guys, you know who you are) but still, I've always been in a group. So, rasa pelik sikit la bila aku tersisih camni.

How did it come to this? Entah la, sebenarnya I don't know what happened. It's something that I don't really want to get into, but point is I made the wrong sort of enemies. And now the wrong sort of enemies have robbed me of my former friends, who, I'm not sure even remember my name anymore.

Ye, aku tau, it's immature kalau nak luahkan perasaan kat blog camni, tapi bila cakap face to face asyik-asyik ada benda yang terlepas. Kalau kat sini, at least I can gather my thoughts properly, and pour it out in one sad post such as this.

So bear with me ea dear reader(s), sebab aku rasa down sikit sekarang ni. Actually dah lama...but hopefully bila dah lepaskan semua camni I'll be ok :) At least writing all this took my mind off it...

 I'm thankful for those whom I have, my parents, my bros, Strawberry, and the rest, so I guess they're all I really need.

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